drama and more drama
normally id talk about classes but really my mind was preoccupied all day with...*dum dum duuum* my classes, my major, my future....aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! the two Physics tests that i..uhh....stumbled on...made me realize that my interests were more in math than physics, and i was fighting myself all day about it cause the deadline to withdraw from a course is on friday. pressure galore! finally i was able to talk to my advisor about it. made me feel better. ive decided to stick with what i have, at least for this semester. believe me, it was more difficult than it sounds:p anyways, one drama led to another as amanda was feeling awful cause of this accursed lent vow i took. actually i shouldnt say accursed cause its quite the opposite lol:p anyways she was feeling all frowny and that was and still is tearing me up inside. makes me feel awful for her cause, well, shes my sweetie and i feel her pain. anyways i think i cheered her up for now and will press on. please hang in there amanda wont be forever;) you know i actually feel like a burden has been lifted cause i dont feel pressure to be perfect in school anymore. twas a real problem:p BUT I CAN HANDLE MEDIOCRITY! I CAN!