Talk about a lot!
[A Five 'O clock Let down, a rejection, and an unwanted pregnancy(click to open)] So Ryan came home last night and I was overjoyed that are two year old was still asleep from nap time. After all this time of waiting to get me pregnant I thought for sure he would be overjoyed to start immediately. Instead he told me that he wants to take a few days to think it over... Men. When he can't do it he wants it now and now that it is ok he has to think about. it took alot of energy last night to hold my tongue and respect and obey my husband last night. I guess it was just a huge let down for me that he wasn't as excited as I am. We do have a lot going on in our lives We are hoping to be buying our first house over the next few months and I know that is what is mainly on his mind. I can't fault him for that one.
On a more humorous topic, my friend who convinced me to try out live journal refuses to friend me because she says she has to clean up her journal first... I have to really wonder what is in there! To think I thought we shared everything already. I suppose not though. I tried to search her out by comparing facebook to live journal but its about impossible to find someone without their email or screen name. And I have never emailed her since I usually just call.
I have really been struggling with a situation among another friend of mine. She is not a christian and I always hope that perhaps with time she might she the light. anyways She got herself pregnant with her second child and of course her Boyfriend took off. Telling her that she needed to abort. I don't believe in abortion at all. And she finally decided against aborting the child. thank you god such an answer to prayers that had been sent up. But now I just see her in this awful downward spiral. so depressed and dark. I can't comfort her the way I would myself or some of my other friends since she just doesn't believe. So how in the world am I suppose to help her? All I can do is pray and I know when the baby is born that she will become completely engrossed with the child but nine months of deep depression just can't be good for the little one forming in her belly. or her own mind. If anyways has a chance to add a prayer for her in there prayer time I would greatly appreciate it . Situations like this really bring to light just how beautiful God's design is and how awful it can be when we stray from his way. I am not judgemental of her at all. My husband and I became pregnant with our son before we were married and we were not following him at all at the time. In fact Shayne was the reason that Ryan and I got our act together. All the sudden here I was responsible for a precious child and the outcome of his life had alot to do with what I taught him. I can only pray that maybe this second child will have that affect on her. Maybe this time will be different.
Oh and yes my strange child is busy licking my front door since there is a rainbow projected onto it from our window. I guess he feels the need to build his immune system with all the colors of the rainbow.
On a more humorous topic, my friend who convinced me to try out live journal refuses to friend me because she says she has to clean up her journal first... I have to really wonder what is in there! To think I thought we shared everything already. I suppose not though. I tried to search her out by comparing facebook to live journal but its about impossible to find someone without their email or screen name. And I have never emailed her since I usually just call.
I have really been struggling with a situation among another friend of mine. She is not a christian and I always hope that perhaps with time she might she the light. anyways She got herself pregnant with her second child and of course her Boyfriend took off. Telling her that she needed to abort. I don't believe in abortion at all. And she finally decided against aborting the child. thank you god such an answer to prayers that had been sent up. But now I just see her in this awful downward spiral. so depressed and dark. I can't comfort her the way I would myself or some of my other friends since she just doesn't believe. So how in the world am I suppose to help her? All I can do is pray and I know when the baby is born that she will become completely engrossed with the child but nine months of deep depression just can't be good for the little one forming in her belly. or her own mind. If anyways has a chance to add a prayer for her in there prayer time I would greatly appreciate it . Situations like this really bring to light just how beautiful God's design is and how awful it can be when we stray from his way. I am not judgemental of her at all. My husband and I became pregnant with our son before we were married and we were not following him at all at the time. In fact Shayne was the reason that Ryan and I got our act together. All the sudden here I was responsible for a precious child and the outcome of his life had alot to do with what I taught him. I can only pray that maybe this second child will have that affect on her. Maybe this time will be different.
Oh and yes my strange child is busy licking my front door since there is a rainbow projected onto it from our window. I guess he feels the need to build his immune system with all the colors of the rainbow.