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[godsayshi]

*looks as though he hasn't slept in weeks -- hasn't, of course, but now he looks it

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[duke_hastur]

Just.. don't let anyone choose for you, angel.

[godsayshi]

...I know. *is. really. -- you win at manipulation, Hastur*

[duke_hastur]

Good. *hugs*

But get all the help you can. From whoever you can. It'll help you make the choice that's good for you.

[godsayshi]

*...hugged. doesn't really... do... anything about it, but doesn't resist*

I... will.

[black_famine]

*...........um. oh fuck.*

*looks...um. very beyond alarmed.* ...Metatron?

[godsayshi]

*....yeah, that was the typist's reaction, too*

*smiles in that "oh, look, a person. my automatic reaction is to smile. okay. I'll do that" kind of way* Famine.

[black_famine]

*shit. shit. shit. is stunned.* ...What...what's happened?

[godsayshi]

*bites his lip and is suddenly looking very on the verge of tears again* I -- don't... I don't want to Fall.

[archedies]

*hugs sleepily, and typistly, and invadingly, and oh, sorry* Yeah. C'mon, we'll go and look from someone good enough to be worth believing in together, or something. Somone Not Hastur, plz.

[godsayshi]

*...clings...!* That sounds -- that sounds nice, actually. OmgwtfHasturI'msoconfusedomg.

[archedies]

I know, it really does, doesn't it? It sounds so nice to think there's really someone, something out there that's worth it, especially late when you're fallling asleep -- angels don't sleep, but -- it's especially a nice idea then, like getting a musical snow globe. So -- epic quest for faith, when I wake up. Don'ttrusthimit'satrap.;_;

[godsayshi]

Oh -- it does, it really... it really does. *wistful!* I used to have that, but... ...IF ONLY I KNEW THAT IC-LY.

[tartanineffable]

*gently, but still rather sternly* You're an angel. Remember that, and pull yourself together. You are one of God's own - you're an angel, you're the Metatron. There is simply no room nor reason for doubt like this.

Get it together.

[godsayshi]

*flinches -- angels really make him nervous* I know, I know, I'm trying. I just... I need a reason to believe.

I'm trying.

[tartanineffable]

*quietly* There is no 'try'. There is only 'do'. You're an angel. That is reason enough. Your entire existence, your grace, your glory, is reflection of the existence, the grace, and the glory of God. That is your reason.

[prinzzofhell]

*puppy!whines and looks sad*

[godsayshi]

*...sits down next to puppyBeezie* I'm sorry.