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*looks as though he hasn't slept in weeks -- hasn't, of course, but now he looks it*
I want -- *is clutching a lit candle, without a holder, in one hand, and watches as the hot wax drips down over his hand* I want to forget. *puts out the flame with his thumb and holds his thumb in place; it sinks into the melting candle*
*takes a deep breath and starts again* I want to forget that I ever doubted. I want to remember why I exist at all --
...dammit. *looks down, but the candle is gone by now* Please -- *swallows* *hoarsely* Please, someone help me. I need someone to believe in. I'm sorry. Please.
I want -- *is clutching a lit candle, without a holder, in one hand, and watches as the hot wax drips down over his hand* I want to forget. *puts out the flame with his thumb and holds his thumb in place; it sinks into the melting candle*
*takes a deep breath and starts again* I want to forget that I ever doubted. I want to remember why I exist at all --
...dammit. *looks down, but the candle is gone by now* Please -- *swallows* *hoarsely* Please, someone help me. I need someone to believe in. I'm sorry. Please.