Anxiously Awaiting On The Answers
Lately it seems I've been struggling so much with things in my head... It's like I try to push them aside so they're not reality, but it's becoming more and more apparant to me what is true and what isn't. I'm just scared to take the leap or have anything be changed I think. I just pray and wish God would change everything to the better and as quick as possible, because I feel like I'm falling apart in many different ways. I really need to know the truth in this and know what should come out of it and who. I know everything is left in God's time and not my own but I really feel that I need to know so soon, and maybe it's just selfish... so I suppose I will just keep holding on for God... it is just getting hard but I know everything will work out to the best... I just wish it was what my heart wanted and needed that ends up working out...