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So I kept writing.Writing about these feelings that I was having and I learned something about myself.I know that I was scared I was stressed.There was something wrong with me so I started letting things bother me.I got annoyed by everything.Fear of what was going to happen to me after I graduate.Stress is not good for addicts.I was not sure where I was going.I have found a nice recovery home I am comfortable with.There are only 4 people.The only rules are 1.Work a program.2.Have a sponsor.3.Have a job.4.Pay rent.5.Respect the house...I can totaly fuckin deal with that.I can feel like a human in that invironment.Thay are very selective on whom they let in the house so there will not be alot of drama.....