When storms speak
Thank God!What an amaizing week!Realy....Deep relaxing breath...I got to see Leah on thursday.She had some trouble on the way here.Her and her friend Jessica had to go to jail for a few days for getting cought on a train.Eh,fuckin' forbiddin freedoms.I only got to see her for a few hours but that was some of the better few hours I have had in my life.The backdrop was amaizing.It has been storming here for almost two weeks and I have been loving it,but thursday was particularly powerfull.The thunder and lightning was so steady it was like watching a fireworks display from God.It was so loud and powerfull but still calming and peacefull.Leah realy holds this special place in my heart that can't be taken or replaced.I am so greatfull and blessed to have known her in my life.And so lucky that it was one of the things i mannaged not to fuck up with my carrer in drugs.Im so greatfull she didn't have to witness any of that to closely.I was talking with Leah and this peace came over me.I felt warm.She still had that beutifull smile and strong lauph.Still held her bottom lip with two fingers with she talked,just rubbing it slightly.Still the smart,humble,beutifull,dirty person I remember and I love it....
God I have taken advantage of so many things over these years.I have let go of so many good things.It's so nice to be back.It's so nice to feel alive.It's so nice to be free.No wards can realy explain the joy that I have in my heart today.Im fucking starting to cry.........