it's been awhile

[godiva_cub]

it's been awhile since an update...oh well. I knew that's how it would be when i started doin this shizzle. i hate it. sometimes life is the complete opposite of the holocaust but within moments it can be terribly uncool. it seems like last night i was thinkin.. wow life is pretty outrageously sweet, but today i was thinking dude this sucks. I can'

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[lost_blu_eyes]

kevin~ wow, that was moving. lol. seriously all that stuff you said about finding someone. i totally feel you. everything you said. its exactly what i want to. weird..<3 sarah

[godiva_cub]

I just think you get the wrong idea of the kind of person someone is if you don't get to know them and let time do its work. that way things happen like they're supposed to. I think that if i would've continued to be friends with beverly we would have realized we weren't right for each other and i would never have had to hurt her.

*sigh*

[midnightbeloved]

I totally understand what you're saying...I was complaining about that a month or two ago....I wnat someone to hang out with, a guy I can get close to and have fun with, but have no pressure to be anything more. If we did become more....well, that would be great....but there would be no pressure to do it....and there would be no pressure to buy gifts...just if we wanted to....no pressure to fall in love....but if we did, it would be great...but if we didn't...it would be okay....