50 hours this week is not going to be fun
So I asked for more hours. And I got them. I have 50, possibly 54 hours of work this week. Today was like... ughh. I hate working with insane power-crazy people. I swear managers of retail stores think they're the shit. I just want to be like UMM ok talk to me in 5 years when I'm making thirty times more than you doing something I actually like. *hopefully* That's really all I want. To be happy when I'm older. I'd say even if I don't make a lot of money, but I really do want a big paycheck. I don't even want it for myself though, like I just want to have a family and be able to give my kids almost whatever they want. But then there's the other fear. I swear I'm gonna have to marry a tree because nobody is ever going to be able to deal with me. I'm gonna be one of those 35 year old single women on sitcoms. Ok talking about it is getting depressing. So I'll stop.
Oh my GOD. The cutest guy ever came into Olympia today. And bought a BASEBALL. And I swear I've never seen so much muscle while signing a receipt. I'm the idiot that didn't bother to look at the name on the credit card. Or ask about the Edge Program, which if he signed up it would be a stalker's dream. He was so cute. So so so cute. And buying a baseball. Maybe he'd watch the Yankees with me. And take me to a game. Sighhh. Of course I was wearing my glasses too. And the tshirt and pants that are 12 sizes too big for me. He probably thought I was like 12. Stupid glasses. I like them but only sometimes. Not in this case. I also wish I knew why I'm so self-conscious about them. It's kind of dumb but whatever. Oh well, maybe he'll come back someday. Too bad I'm only there like 10 hours a week.
I've been hanging out with Alison and Ryan a lot more. And it's been a lot of fun. We just went to Walmart one night and then sat in Alison's front yard. And it was probably the most fun I'd had all summer. Which is kind of sad... But at the same time not at all.
I NEED TO RUN AND PLAY SOCCER BUT I AM TOO UNMOTIVATED! GAHHH!! ooh laundry calls. This is the 2nd time I've done laundry since coming home from school. How sad is that.
Oh my GOD. The cutest guy ever came into Olympia today. And bought a BASEBALL. And I swear I've never seen so much muscle while signing a receipt. I'm the idiot that didn't bother to look at the name on the credit card. Or ask about the Edge Program, which if he signed up it would be a stalker's dream. He was so cute. So so so cute. And buying a baseball. Maybe he'd watch the Yankees with me. And take me to a game. Sighhh. Of course I was wearing my glasses too. And the tshirt and pants that are 12 sizes too big for me. He probably thought I was like 12. Stupid glasses. I like them but only sometimes. Not in this case. I also wish I knew why I'm so self-conscious about them. It's kind of dumb but whatever. Oh well, maybe he'll come back someday. Too bad I'm only there like 10 hours a week.
I've been hanging out with Alison and Ryan a lot more. And it's been a lot of fun. We just went to Walmart one night and then sat in Alison's front yard. And it was probably the most fun I'd had all summer. Which is kind of sad... But at the same time not at all.
I NEED TO RUN AND PLAY SOCCER BUT I AM TOO UNMOTIVATED! GAHHH!! ooh laundry calls. This is the 2nd time I've done laundry since coming home from school. How sad is that.