yeahhh, can i go back to school now
Ugh. So i just wrote a bunch of stuff and then apparently hit the page back button so everything I wrote is now gone. Fucking shit. All I wanted to do was backspace. So I geuss I will try to recap. Anyway I went up to school last weekend and now I hate being home even more. Like Chris Jones and Dan Jiz drove me up there and like the second I got in the car, it was just like... right. Like i feel like a fag saying it but it was probably the most comfortable I've felt since coming home. We got up to school and it was like.... ok beer pong. I feel like I just ran around that house all night. Then stupid Rich locked his door so I slept across the hall on a loft.. with no mattress. So basically wood with carpet on it. Dirty carpet. With Dillon. Which I'm not getting into. Other than that he definitely cheated on his girlfriend. Stupid boys. The worst part is that in Rich's room he has an AC, an open mattress, futon, AND couch. And I was stuck on a matrressless loft. I was so mad lol. Then me Rich Shannon Jones and Jiz went to Dennys for breakfast. Then Tara got to RPI and we went to the AGD house to shower because MAN I needed one.
SO apparently someone was supposed to be liviing in mine and Tara's room. But she decided not to, so shes storing ALL her shit in our room. We were never told this was happening. If we had never gone to the house, we wouldnt have known. And then we wouldve shown up to build a loft and paint and not been able to because theres SO much shit being stored in there. Like it'd be okay if we were told about this so we could work something out. But we weren't. I was LIVID. And they're using LJ and Hannah's room as a KITCHEN because the contractors haven't started the kitchen yet. And they were never told this. They haven't even started the bathrooms yet either. It's rediculous. It better be done by fall. I am not paying 6g a year to live in an unfinished house.
So then we got back to Pikes and Mark and Ethan got there, and we all went to Taco Bell. I thought I hated Taco Bell, but it is SOOOOO good!! Then we showed Ethan the house and then went back to Pikes. Then it gets a little blurry. Me and Shannon played Andre pong. =D Then me and Tara ran the beer pong table for a few games. The only reason we lost our last game was because our opponents were way more sober and they changed the rack rules on us. Then.... I don't know I ran around a lot. We went to O'Learys at one point and ran into Mike Bruce? Yeah I don't know. Me and Tara found my lost underwear from months ago. I stayed up til past 6 AM talking to Bob about God knows what. Then he decided to put me to bed so I slept in his bed and he slept on MJ's couch. Then I got woken up at like 10am to go to Dunkin Donuts. Still wasted. I've never woken up that hammered. It was kind of fun lol. Then we went back to Rich's room and they all decided to watch porn. So I layed on the futon with my head under a pillow because that's just gross. Then it was time to leave. =( Me Jones Jiz and Bob went to Taco Bell, then it was time to venture home. It took us over 2 hours on the Thruway to get home. It was the worst ride ever. And of course I had to go right to Pac Sun when I got home. And now I'm back to real life and it sucks. I was like.. not functioning until yesterday morning. I cannot go THAT long straightedge and then drink my life away in a weekend. Ive never been hungover for that long. Like I wasn't sick or anything, just like... unfunctional. I finally had a good nights sleep last night. I don't know what it was but I couldn't sleep for the past few nights. I would just sit awake with thoughts going through my head and it sucked. Maybe I just needed some baseball in my life. Ichiro's inside the park homerun?? what WHAT. I love Ichiro. Free agent too. Yankeeeeeeeees get on thaaaat. The bottom of the 9th though. OH my god I was about to pee my pants. But once again, American League came out on top. Making me a very happy camper. Anyway I got to get to getting ready for work. Boo. I mean it's only 4 hours at Olympia but I'm just... not feelin it. This is the most unmotivated I've been in a LONG time. I haven't run in almost 2 weeks or touched a soccer ball in like... a month. When I don't make the soccer team I'm gonna cry a little. Then probably drink my fall semester into oblivion. OKAAAAY I geuss I have to get ready. Sighhhh. I just want to cry lol. I really dont want to go to work. Ugh. And there's still SO much summer left. I NEED to get a job around Albany next summer. I do NOT want to live here. I miss my friends. They were like the reason i wanted to transfer out months ago, and now I'm like... wow they dont ALL suck. I think I just need to stay away from certain ones and not let them bother me. Since I'm living in the house I don't think it'll be bad though. Like I won't be going to Barton to watch other people study while none of them help me. Or like having to deal with any of that shit. If i just associate with the people that don't make me want to slam my head into a wall, I think I'll have a good year. Knock on Wood. Ok, done for real this time. Sighhhh. Is summer over yet?
SO apparently someone was supposed to be liviing in mine and Tara's room. But she decided not to, so shes storing ALL her shit in our room. We were never told this was happening. If we had never gone to the house, we wouldnt have known. And then we wouldve shown up to build a loft and paint and not been able to because theres SO much shit being stored in there. Like it'd be okay if we were told about this so we could work something out. But we weren't. I was LIVID. And they're using LJ and Hannah's room as a KITCHEN because the contractors haven't started the kitchen yet. And they were never told this. They haven't even started the bathrooms yet either. It's rediculous. It better be done by fall. I am not paying 6g a year to live in an unfinished house.
So then we got back to Pikes and Mark and Ethan got there, and we all went to Taco Bell. I thought I hated Taco Bell, but it is SOOOOO good!! Then we showed Ethan the house and then went back to Pikes. Then it gets a little blurry. Me and Shannon played Andre pong. =D Then me and Tara ran the beer pong table for a few games. The only reason we lost our last game was because our opponents were way more sober and they changed the rack rules on us. Then.... I don't know I ran around a lot. We went to O'Learys at one point and ran into Mike Bruce? Yeah I don't know. Me and Tara found my lost underwear from months ago. I stayed up til past 6 AM talking to Bob about God knows what. Then he decided to put me to bed so I slept in his bed and he slept on MJ's couch. Then I got woken up at like 10am to go to Dunkin Donuts. Still wasted. I've never woken up that hammered. It was kind of fun lol. Then we went back to Rich's room and they all decided to watch porn. So I layed on the futon with my head under a pillow because that's just gross. Then it was time to leave. =( Me Jones Jiz and Bob went to Taco Bell, then it was time to venture home. It took us over 2 hours on the Thruway to get home. It was the worst ride ever. And of course I had to go right to Pac Sun when I got home. And now I'm back to real life and it sucks. I was like.. not functioning until yesterday morning. I cannot go THAT long straightedge and then drink my life away in a weekend. Ive never been hungover for that long. Like I wasn't sick or anything, just like... unfunctional. I finally had a good nights sleep last night. I don't know what it was but I couldn't sleep for the past few nights. I would just sit awake with thoughts going through my head and it sucked. Maybe I just needed some baseball in my life. Ichiro's inside the park homerun?? what WHAT. I love Ichiro. Free agent too. Yankeeeeeeeees get on thaaaat. The bottom of the 9th though. OH my god I was about to pee my pants. But once again, American League came out on top. Making me a very happy camper. Anyway I got to get to getting ready for work. Boo. I mean it's only 4 hours at Olympia but I'm just... not feelin it. This is the most unmotivated I've been in a LONG time. I haven't run in almost 2 weeks or touched a soccer ball in like... a month. When I don't make the soccer team I'm gonna cry a little. Then probably drink my fall semester into oblivion. OKAAAAY I geuss I have to get ready. Sighhhh. I just want to cry lol. I really dont want to go to work. Ugh. And there's still SO much summer left. I NEED to get a job around Albany next summer. I do NOT want to live here. I miss my friends. They were like the reason i wanted to transfer out months ago, and now I'm like... wow they dont ALL suck. I think I just need to stay away from certain ones and not let them bother me. Since I'm living in the house I don't think it'll be bad though. Like I won't be going to Barton to watch other people study while none of them help me. Or like having to deal with any of that shit. If i just associate with the people that don't make me want to slam my head into a wall, I think I'll have a good year. Knock on Wood. Ok, done for real this time. Sighhhh. Is summer over yet?