[is in her room trying to bandage the wound on her chest she got from Alize. It's a long cut running from the bottom of her breast bone to a bit before her collar bone, it's not deep enough to be life threatening, but it probably hurts. There's a bloody shirt on the floor and Haruhi is struggling to manage with the gauze and bandages all by

[Haruhi is up and about in the middle of the night, still wearing her pajamas of an undershirt and her panties. The TARDIS is quiet because everyone else is asleep and it's weird for her to be awake, but nightmares tended to wake her up. She yawned and opened the door to Lockon's room, hoping to crawl into bed with him. She opened the door and ( Read more... )

I've thought about it really really hard and I've decided.

I forgive you.

And you better be really greatful because I've never forgiven anyone like this and probably never ever will again, so you're really lucky that I like you so much.

So it's alright now, got that? Oniichan?

Can't believe I'm that sort of drunk, how embarrassing, crying like a stupid child over nothing. And then I got so sick, ugh, at least there were few people there.

And Setsuna had to go and take care of me, so lame. Maybe it's better that I only remember some of it or else it would be even more embarrassing. I guess maybe I should say sorry to ( Read more... )

January is the worst month because it has no worthwhile holidays. New Year's Day is just a useless day of rest after New Year's Eve so people don't come into work drunk!

We should do something to liven it up so it's not just a lame duck month.

[Locked to the people she talked to on her post yeterday]I...saw Lockon and I decided that even if it's ( Read more... )

"Amy".

That's what he called me.

I'm not a replacement, I'm so much better than that. I am, I really...

This is why never wanted to care in the first place. Waste of time.

[Hacked]

Right. I hope she doesn’t check and see this. It’s the Doctor. Haruhi’s really hurt right now and she’ll probable bite your head off if you try and talk to her. ( Read more... )

Everyone tells me that I need to be strong. Strong for Lockon.

But I don't feel strong, I just-just am empty inside. I hate this. I don't even get why people feel things like this. I never used to.

All I know is, I'll never let anyone I love die again. Ever. It's too painful.

[Haruhi is standing in the doorway of the TARDIS waiting for Lockon to arrive. She didn't really wanted to go but Papa insisted so she had agreed. She is looking rather pale and even skinner than before, wearing a hoodie and a skirt and leggings]