my day...

[goddessoffall]

i have had a quiet day this morning...

quietly i did my anal training...

then... i wrote James another letter...

i didnt run off and mail it this time...

i am waiting... i am going to send it to Master Dennis first and allow him to make the decision as to whether or not i do send it...

i feel good about doing this... i feel it is the right thing to do... i am by no means shirking the responsibility of my own life on to him...

if he chooses to let me make this decision on my own i shall...

if he chooses to make the decision i shall abide by his wishes...

i trust Master Dennis... i will respect, accept and honor what he decides... no matter what it is...

its nice to feel this safe... this calm... truly peaceful...