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fair warning
I am DRUNK OFF MY ASS
why? teacher drinking party
but yeah...just wanted to say that I made it home a ok, and I already am feeling the odd sensation of being torn between homes. Yes, I consider Japan my home now, but I hadn't realized how much I missed the states until, well, until I visited. Now I feel like I live 2 separate lives, and one of which must be permanently on pause while I live the other.
I'm kinda growing bitter in that regard, casue I've never really been too keen on sacrificing one thing for another...especially when I prefer to have bother, and if there's any way at all for me to get my way...which, of course I prefer
why take the cake if you can't eat it...right?
ok, so from here on out, I'm back to the daily routine of memorizing 12 new kanji, an dthe new words such a task entails, and prayin gI can stay ahead.
I already can't belive that I left the country, if it werent for the reeses peanut butter cups in my apartment I would probably be able to swear it was all some kind of silly fantasy.
but, as you can all surely see, I'm too drunk to still be awake, nessecary water has been consumed, bed time for me...hopefully the alcohol will settle the upset stomach I had earlier...thatsound ridiculously retarded to anyone else?...right...at any rate, good night and sleep well to all you peeps out there
miss you all tons!!!
much love an hugs
fair warning
I am DRUNK OFF MY ASS
why? teacher drinking party
but yeah...just wanted to say that I made it home a ok, and I already am feeling the odd sensation of being torn between homes. Yes, I consider Japan my home now, but I hadn't realized how much I missed the states until, well, until I visited. Now I feel like I live 2 separate lives, and one of which must be permanently on pause while I live the other.
I'm kinda growing bitter in that regard, casue I've never really been too keen on sacrificing one thing for another...especially when I prefer to have bother, and if there's any way at all for me to get my way...which, of course I prefer
why take the cake if you can't eat it...right?
ok, so from here on out, I'm back to the daily routine of memorizing 12 new kanji, an dthe new words such a task entails, and prayin gI can stay ahead.
I already can't belive that I left the country, if it werent for the reeses peanut butter cups in my apartment I would probably be able to swear it was all some kind of silly fantasy.
but, as you can all surely see, I'm too drunk to still be awake, nessecary water has been consumed, bed time for me...hopefully the alcohol will settle the upset stomach I had earlier...thatsound ridiculously retarded to anyone else?...right...at any rate, good night and sleep well to all you peeps out there
miss you all tons!!!
much love an hugs