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OKay so it's been awhile, Like I said this relationship me and LJ have lacks on my part. So things have changed. I now live on the 6th floor of U.C. where my bedroom ahs windows and there is "fresh" air flowing throw the apartment. It is nice. The roommates are quiet and considerate. And no one ever feels awkward or uncomfortable. It's a nice arrangment. Of course the et peeves are there but it's better than being around someone who is constantly moping around feeling sorry for herself. Speaking of which I heard a rumor that I called my former roommate a racist. Wow for someone who talks a lot she should really try listening to herself and others. I never called anyone racist. I made the mistake one time during an emotionally charged breakdown of saying that it's because I'm white I feel a clash. But what I meant by it was a culture clash, but no one looked down on me like I didn't look down on anyone. But I deleted that because it was something said out of rage and nothing was meant by it. Anyway she told me that the other girl was the racist and blah blah blah...she's just telling people that I called her a racist so other people will give her as much sympathy as she gives herself...aww.
BUT THAT'S OVER NOW!!!!
Since I've moved out of there I can honeslty admit that I'm sooo much happier. I don't get that anxious feeling when I walk through my door anymore, I'm not on edge just from watching T.V. and I love seeing my roommates. More so Lindsey and Amanda. When the 3 of us hang out in the living room it's a good time. It wasn't immediate happiness because I had to get used to 3 new people and I wasn't sure how everything would come together but it did come together. And everything is better now. Once in awhile we have to bother maintence with heat and hot water but we survive.
So spring break is on it's way! I cannot wait!! I finally get to just relax and be silly with my crew. I'm hoping to get Shelly and Jamie together so we can all hang out without any awkward tension. I think it's more than a possibility so I'm excited for that. Eddie's food. Sheetz runs, wing nights, going to the jazz cafe and just enjoying some good conversation with people who use their intellect.
Well for now I'm off to work.Just thought I'd give an update and let my LJ know I still think about him. :0)
BUT THAT'S OVER NOW!!!!
Since I've moved out of there I can honeslty admit that I'm sooo much happier. I don't get that anxious feeling when I walk through my door anymore, I'm not on edge just from watching T.V. and I love seeing my roommates. More so Lindsey and Amanda. When the 3 of us hang out in the living room it's a good time. It wasn't immediate happiness because I had to get used to 3 new people and I wasn't sure how everything would come together but it did come together. And everything is better now. Once in awhile we have to bother maintence with heat and hot water but we survive.
So spring break is on it's way! I cannot wait!! I finally get to just relax and be silly with my crew. I'm hoping to get Shelly and Jamie together so we can all hang out without any awkward tension. I think it's more than a possibility so I'm excited for that. Eddie's food. Sheetz runs, wing nights, going to the jazz cafe and just enjoying some good conversation with people who use their intellect.
Well for now I'm off to work.Just thought I'd give an update and let my LJ know I still think about him. :0)