update
So I talked to Jordan for about an hour tonight, he's so adorable. We switched work stories. Mainly I needed to talk to someone about my night at work lastnight, i was way too disturbed by it and I needed to talk to someone who would truely understand what I was talking about. I had an excellent talk with him though, he has such a soft heart, his compassion for others is just so immense. I really dread going back to work on Wednesday night. I can't wait to start my new position but I don't know when that will be. No one knows that I even signed for it yet, but they'll know by Wednesday that I will no longer be on the midnight crew.
I haven't had time between sleeping and working so much to work on what's been going on between God and I. I really need to do that but I don't know where to go on it. How does one obtain more faith? Thanks Kathy and Kathy...(that's funny) for the comments on my last post that really helped a lot and was a huge encouragement to me. I know everyone deals with this issue from time to time but it's just hard when I've had faith my entire life and then all of a sudden satan just attacks that full force. It's like I woke up and forgot that I had faith in God that He is who He says He is and that He' s going to do what He says He will do. I just want to be extra careful that I am hearing from God and not a demon, that's a very bad place to be in, almost terrifying to think about. But I am without fear, for in Jesus there is nothing to fear except God the one who can destroy the body and the spirit.
I haven't had time between sleeping and working so much to work on what's been going on between God and I. I really need to do that but I don't know where to go on it. How does one obtain more faith? Thanks Kathy and Kathy...(that's funny) for the comments on my last post that really helped a lot and was a huge encouragement to me. I know everyone deals with this issue from time to time but it's just hard when I've had faith my entire life and then all of a sudden satan just attacks that full force. It's like I woke up and forgot that I had faith in God that He is who He says He is and that He' s going to do what He says He will do. I just want to be extra careful that I am hearing from God and not a demon, that's a very bad place to be in, almost terrifying to think about. But I am without fear, for in Jesus there is nothing to fear except God the one who can destroy the body and the spirit.