Jul 15, 2007 23:58
It was good to see Gretch again, and Rae is always fun
I wish I knew the right way to say things so they could never be misconstrued... I suppose that would be a superpower rivaling invisibility and flight on the usefulness scale
I'm sorry if the way I speak, my opinions, my assertiveness in expressing them, my sense of humor, or anything about my personality is offensive or hurtful. I'd like to think I've never said or done anything with the intention of hurting anyone, but that would be lying, I do however feel justified in most of those decisions, its not right to intentionally hurt others, but my reasons were valid. For the few that I don't feel were justified, I feel I have mostly made my peace with those I hurt. If you suffered my offensive personality in silence, I am sorry, and I hope someday you will tell me and we can talk about it. If anyone has a problem with me, past or present, I would love to know about it. My email is christopher.keene@umit.maine.edu and I would really like the opportunity to make amends. That being said, there are still those who I feel justified in my actions against, for that, I am not sorry, I hope that I may someday reach the maturity to forgive and forget, but those wounds will never truly heal. Trust destroyed in so violent a way can never be rebuilt. I just hope I come out of this a better person.
so ummm, its really late and I'm tired and I'm going to have my wisdom teeth out tomorrow, if this just seemed weird and creepy or something, please ignore it, sorry folks, I'll be back to a new normal soon enough.
Here's hoping the next three days or so of drugged up pain will go well, no death please