problem

[god_damn_me_]

i really have no motivation to do anything productive.

i should fix my financial aid problem. i should get a job. i should clean my room. i should make myself a better person.

i know i should be doing this stuff but for whatever reason i seem to lack the drive to get dressed and get up and do anything. anything at all.

i am hungry... but i am too lazy to get something to eat.

i really dont even want to hang out with anyone or be sociable really.

any hints on how to gain motivation?