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things happen unexpectedly a lot
i mean, things happen with friends u never thought would
two friends for me at least.
one, my best friend. well one of them at least. and i hate that she wont even tell me whats going on anymore.
the other, i thought i could trust. and i ended up getting blown off.
and thats why i spend my saturday nights, in an empty house watching OC reruns.
i mean, even my 12 year old brother went out
my dad went out drinking with my uncle
and i stayed home
becuase of those two people that just choose not to call me back
or made up lame excuses.
i miss mariah. she needs to come home now.
i miss sophie. i dont see her enough.
but what can ya do?
the truth is, id give anything to be friends again.