noise outside.

[goatstack]

tonight i feel better. well, i feel nothing, a soft fog? around my body that hovers slowly making its wake over my arms and legs. My heart beating. beating...

so much of everything feels tentative, still. after years of living and learning. i still don't know anything. and no one can tell me anything i haven't feared.

but right now i feel... fine. i don't know why i wrote this