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I just had like an hour conversation with my mom about relationships and love.
And I think I'm starting to realize..
I never loved you.
You needed me to love you.
You told me anything you knew I needed to hear, to keep me waiting for you.
You played with my head and made me think I loved you.
I was just scared of loosing something that made me feel good.
even if it was only 1/4 of the time I was feeling good.
Love isn't what we had.
I'm so over missing you.
I'm so over loving you.
I've moved on.
He makes me feel so much better than you ever did.
It's a whole nother level of happiness.
I would never get this with you.
It feels good to realize this.
And I think I'm starting to realize..
I never loved you.
You needed me to love you.
You told me anything you knew I needed to hear, to keep me waiting for you.
You played with my head and made me think I loved you.
I was just scared of loosing something that made me feel good.
even if it was only 1/4 of the time I was feeling good.
Love isn't what we had.
I'm so over missing you.
I'm so over loving you.
I've moved on.
He makes me feel so much better than you ever did.
It's a whole nother level of happiness.
I would never get this with you.
It feels good to realize this.