I wish you talked to me the way you talk to her.

I don't know what to do with myself.

I haven't written in here in FOREVER.

think I'm getting a new one.. again.
becuase I forgot my other new one.

I just don't bother writing anymore because all I do is complain
but, I figure you guys can just not read it if you don't care.
yeah, that's what's gunna happen. alright.

I'm always second.
with everything.

I know 2 is my favorite number and everything,
but first would be nice once in a while.

I haven't written in here in a while.
I just needed to complain, and no one really listens.

I made a new one.
I just forgot what it is.

ehhh oh well.

Happy 6 Months babyboiiii = ]

I think it's time I make a new journal.

this one goes back too far.
and theres too much stupid shit on here I'd rather not remind myself of.

sooo, I'll be doing that.. later?

I got a hukah today = ]

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Hiii.

I dunno, to tell you the truth.

My boys have all emerged into one big group.
so, I'm happy about that.

the weather is gorgeous
finally nice enough to go out in a bathing suit.

Del Valle today with all the juniors and seniors.
wtf am I going to do when they graduate?
I'm going to have no friends.
GAH.

I'm used to getting 3-5 hours of sleep a night now.
riiidiculous.

I wish there was more time in the day
like, 10 extra hours I could sleep.

I wish I hadn't gone to bed at 8:30 in the morning after Jr Prom so I don't feel like a zombie walking around.
I need to catch up on sleep.

things are...good. yeah

I'm tired of the doctors.

I'm so tired of fighting.

I'm so tired of everything, actually.

I don't want them to do a liver biopsy,
I'm so tired of being sick.
now that is has a name it's such a big deal.
get over it.
I've had it all my life.
The fact that now we know it's name doesn't make it more serious.

*@^#$*!%%*)!#&(65243

I want to get away for a while.