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"The Greatest Form of Revenge is Success... and I'm Extremely Vengeful."
Ever since Nutjob I wished I was a more vindictive person. I wanted some sort of revenge, thinking it would make myself feel better, maybe get out of this rut or feel empowered or some bullshit like that.
Then reading a thread on a bulletin board about ways that people have gotten back against ex-significant others, I realized that the best thing that I have ever done {other than letting all the air out of Mike's 42" tires} was moving on and being happy.
I have to admit, I thought about hooking up with one of the Twins, Nutjob's ex-roomates, bandmates and bestfriends...he had told me before that he was always jealous of them, but then those thoughts made me feel 16 again and also... skanky.
This is my motivation for everything currently. For staying sober, for losing weight, for studying more, for being a better friend, for educating myself and growing as a person, everything. And not just for revenge against Nutjob, but for everybody and everything. It's not just vindictive revenge... I need/want to prove myself.
It's on.
Ever since Nutjob I wished I was a more vindictive person. I wanted some sort of revenge, thinking it would make myself feel better, maybe get out of this rut or feel empowered or some bullshit like that.
Then reading a thread on a bulletin board about ways that people have gotten back against ex-significant others, I realized that the best thing that I have ever done {other than letting all the air out of Mike's 42" tires} was moving on and being happy.
I have to admit, I thought about hooking up with one of the Twins, Nutjob's ex-roomates, bandmates and bestfriends...he had told me before that he was always jealous of them, but then those thoughts made me feel 16 again and also... skanky.
This is my motivation for everything currently. For staying sober, for losing weight, for studying more, for being a better friend, for educating myself and growing as a person, everything. And not just for revenge against Nutjob, but for everybody and everything. It's not just vindictive revenge... I need/want to prove myself.
It's on.