Nov 02, 2008 21:11
I'm trying to remain calm. I'm trying to not let my mind race too much, but it's really hard. Good reasons though. I'm really excited right now because Sean is no longer listed as single on facebook. I know it's lame, but the fact that he removed it is saying something. I like him a lot. It's very funny the way things really only happen for me when I have no expectations. I have managed to remain expectation free for this near month and a half. Nearly 2 months. This has served me well. Anyway, Sean isn't single anymore.
And I saw him this weekend. And we had sex to someone playing a violin in the other room. And his roommate referred to me as his girlfriend, but I'm trying not to be too elated about this fact that it's his roommate so I've been a possible topic of conversation and now some other girl thinks I'm Sean's girlfriend and we just laid in bed all morning and fucked and kissed and touched and Sean is really good at touch and sigh. Things are going well. We kissed so much my bottom lip was sore. And my groin muscles are so achy I could barely walk today. Still, they're cute reminders of his hands and other things.
The GRE is this Saturday, so we'll see.
We will see.