Thinking.

[gnork]

When I think about how I'll be graduating in less than a month - how I will no longer be in high school but will have an out-of-state summer job and be college-bound in the fall - I have this weird feeling. Something like, "So much is going to change, so why do I feel so normal?" (And by "normal," I mean relative to me! :P ) Shouldn't I be really

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[1great_escape]

I think the reason you're not jittery or something is BECAUSE you have everything planned out. Most people don't have the whole highschool to job to college thing worked out for them, so they know that they have the whole summer to think about things and get all jittery. But you have everything planned out.

Also, I think it's part of your personality. You have everything under control and planned, so you don't need to be jittery.

I hope at least SOME of that made sense.

[gnork]

It makes sense, except I often don't have things under control but rather make up for that by trying to have things in control. :P

Still, though - shouldn't I at least be really excited? (That is, happy-excited.) I'm just... blah. I become excited only in random spurts. It's weird and hard to explain. :/

[1great_escape]

I bet it's just the end of the year rush and stuff. You're busy and so you don't have time for emotions to set in. Give it time.

[gnork]

Funny, how you're more in tune with this than I am. Ahh, well. Can't wait for this end-of-the-year rush to be over.

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[1great_escape]

Well, 1. I've seen it happen before. I always tend to make friends with seniors. And, 2. I do the same emotion blocked by hectic-ness thing.

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[gnork]

Ahh, okay. *le sigh* I wish I could fast-forward a month - a month from now, I'll be wrapping up my first day of work!

Hope all's well with you. :)

[1great_escape]

*le sighs with you*

All is pretty well with me :)

[gnork]

Cool - never thought that that could be verbed!

Tray bong! :)

[1great_escape]

I'm magick.

:D