Japanese Speaking HSC and people in general
So. Today was the dreaded 2u Continuers HSC Speaking thingamabob. I think after what happened, I'm back down to a 15/20 =( I got 17/20 for the in class one >< The examiner asked me some really specific, tangential questions that completely deviated from the core outcomes, so I was quite out of it for the first half of the time. RAWR. But I did manage to get a few chunks in with insane grammar structures sure to make the marker's head explode with its depth.
After the exam, I came out of the room and screamed silently. Impossible you say? Anything is possible when I'm pumped with adrenaline from an exam and I'm expected to stay quiet. When I finished the exam, Ohld man and Chibi-chan were also finished. Chibi-chan attempted to make me calm down, reminding me that I went okay in the Trial, patting my arm etc. Didn't work. Still panicked.
It's quite good that I put off my panicking and nervousness until after the exam.
There is a reason why this entry has been tagged with the dating minefield tag. What I noticed was that it seems I am quite over Mr Chibi. My feelings of panic completely overrode the feeling of joy/sappiness etc I should have felt for his attempts to comfort me. Woo! Although in hindsight, I probably should have asked how he went. Oops. I like him as a person now, and not as some white knight in shining armour. Yes, I'm quite the naive.
But, ALL MY TRIAL EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!
Now all that remains is to receive my Trial marks and mope over how bad they may or may not be TT.TT
After the exam, I came out of the room and screamed silently. Impossible you say? Anything is possible when I'm pumped with adrenaline from an exam and I'm expected to stay quiet. When I finished the exam, Ohld man and Chibi-chan were also finished. Chibi-chan attempted to make me calm down, reminding me that I went okay in the Trial, patting my arm etc. Didn't work. Still panicked.
It's quite good that I put off my panicking and nervousness until after the exam.
There is a reason why this entry has been tagged with the dating minefield tag. What I noticed was that it seems I am quite over Mr Chibi. My feelings of panic completely overrode the feeling of joy/sappiness etc I should have felt for his attempts to comfort me. Woo! Although in hindsight, I probably should have asked how he went. Oops. I like him as a person now, and not as some white knight in shining armour. Yes, I'm quite the naive.
But, ALL MY TRIAL EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!
Now all that remains is to receive my Trial marks and mope over how bad they may or may not be TT.TT