sad shit

[gnarlyaccess]

i just watched the saddest movie. it's so cheesey b/c i've seen it a few times. the movie was message in a bottle. oy vay. it was sooo sad i was bawling my eyes out. and jenna was upstairs talking to adam so she asked me what happened and when i told her i couldn't help but cry. it's pathetic, i know. but i get really into the movies i watch and in this one the people fell in love but he let her leave and what not and he was going to go get her and fix their relationship. he died trying to save some people who were caught in the storm. but he wrote a letter to his deceased wife telling her how he was saying good bye to her and that if she could understand the fact that he loved this girl as much as he had loved her then she would know the whole story. it was sooo sad. when he died and his father called the girl he was going after and then when she read the letter.. that was the end of it for me. i don't do it on purpose but i tend to imagine that those things are happening to me. i don't mean to but that's how my mind does it.wello at least until the movie is over i do. and when i saw that i thought of mike and what i would feel like if it was him that died. omg... that's NOT a good thing for me to think. either way... the letters he wrote to his wife.. there were only 2 of them but oh my God were they good. i think i would literally melt if any guy ever wrote me something like that. (well preferably the guy i love.) and honestly meant what he said. i think that is the most romantic thing a guy could ever do. that's all i ever want a guy to do.. just to write one letter to me like the ones in the movie.. but i would want him to get the idea himself and to have it honestly come from his heart. **sigh**

i hope i did well on my math test. i studied and did all the practice problems that she said to do but i don't think i did all too well. i know one problem i had no remote clue as how to start it. i hope i did ok though.