do i need to defend that im a decent woman? i shouldnt have to... i know i am!- Angelina Jolie
can i just say that Angelina Jolie is the most amazing, most beautiful woman on the face of the earth.... shes flawless...
anyway... i hung out with Adrienne last night... talked alot about Bennett... and i was starting to be annoyed with myself, and how i handled the situation... in saying that i dont want to be his friend... and i dont want to see him, or talk to him... because i realized that means that he wont call me... hes respecting my decision... and i was like, fuck... i didnt think that one through, very thouroughly, now did i? now im gonna be the one who has to break, and call him.. and that SUCKS!!!
so, i was driving along, today.. a couple hours ago, collecting applications... and my phone rang... of course, i thought nothing of it... i looked at the caller ID, and it was BENNETT!!!! i even thought to myself... "maybe he called me by accident!"
apparently not... he was like, "i was thinkin about you, alot... and i really wanna talk to you...."
so, we talked for like, 15 minutes... it was nice... good light conversation... and he asked if he could call me later tonight.....
of course im a weak little bitch... so, i said, "if you wanna"
i dunno... i just really wanna be with him... insanely badly...
and i think im just gonna end up taking what i can get, just like i always do....
hey, if it ends up being too hard for me to be his friend... i guess i can just stop....
ha... who am i kidding....
anyway... i hung out with Adrienne last night... talked alot about Bennett... and i was starting to be annoyed with myself, and how i handled the situation... in saying that i dont want to be his friend... and i dont want to see him, or talk to him... because i realized that means that he wont call me... hes respecting my decision... and i was like, fuck... i didnt think that one through, very thouroughly, now did i? now im gonna be the one who has to break, and call him.. and that SUCKS!!!
so, i was driving along, today.. a couple hours ago, collecting applications... and my phone rang... of course, i thought nothing of it... i looked at the caller ID, and it was BENNETT!!!! i even thought to myself... "maybe he called me by accident!"
apparently not... he was like, "i was thinkin about you, alot... and i really wanna talk to you...."
so, we talked for like, 15 minutes... it was nice... good light conversation... and he asked if he could call me later tonight.....
of course im a weak little bitch... so, i said, "if you wanna"
i dunno... i just really wanna be with him... insanely badly...
and i think im just gonna end up taking what i can get, just like i always do....
hey, if it ends up being too hard for me to be his friend... i guess i can just stop....
ha... who am i kidding....