damn ( Read more... )

why do i hate my life so much right now? like, 2 months ago, i was so happy... though not much has changed since then... but, the only thing that has changed, is the only thing that was making me happy ( Read more... )

hmm... well... have you ever done something, and then thought to yourself, "wow.... thats bad..."

well, ive been doing that lately...

P.S. carl asked me to marry him..... wierd...

... my confession

because im diluted &
perfectly flawed
i shall live by passion
& not by law
and im insecure 
i need aggression to
feed the spiders
of perception
and im
supposed to be strong &
have all the answers
a cannibal in the
new church of cancer
but im
nothing special
im not unique
i have many secrets
& i eat the weak
and im at an end
im at ( Read more... )

wow... its been awhile.... theres news, im sure there is ( Read more... )

i have a job ( Read more... )

so... i had my interview at The Rosewood Cafe, this morning... i think it went very well... at least i hope it did.. i really wanna work there ( Read more... )

you know... the fact that Bennett has gone back on his word, to be with me, makes me feel like dancin, a little bit... maybe let out a little squeal.... oh yes, oh yes...

I WIN!!! the sweet sweet taste of victory, at last...

P.S.

i forgot how much i love sex... or maybe its just that its so good with him... cuz, damnit its great...

well, i got up, got ready... i feel good, considering i started my period ( Read more... )

well well well...

i went to Bennett's last night...

to say the least...

it was an AWESOME night...
i couldnt be happier, right now...

ROSE!!! CALL ME!!! YOU, MY FRIEND, NEED DETAILS... DESPERATELY!!!
believe me.... you really wanna hear this... and i DO mean REALLY!!!