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[gnarkillxrecoil]

mmmk....

waiting to find out what im doing tonight... im supposed to be calling dan, to double check about getting him from work.... but... on the other hand..... i really wanna get drunk with Carl, Sarah, and Matt... lets see... one way, im guaranteed sex .... the other way... it could potentially be heartbreak... or it could potentially be a wonderful night.... its so tough...

i havent seen Carl in like... two weeks...

i havent seen Dan in a long time, either....

i just dont know what to do...

i think its just funny how everyone would prefer me to be with Carl, rather than Dan....

its just hilarious.... has everyone forgotten how broken up i was over the whole Carl thing? and what an ASSHOLE he was to me???!?!?!?!?!!!

apparently they have forgotten... even my sister... and Sarah!!! what the fuck?

i guess its because im not in love with Carl anymore... and that seems less dangerous than Dan, since im in love with dan...
I DONT KNOW!!!!

but, all i gotta say is, i better be gettin laid tonight.... or at least having fun!