im SKURRED!!
ok, so... still having a little bit of trouble walking... but, its much better................................. haha.................
anyway... im thinking about calling Dan... he has tomorrow off... and that means that i can kidnap him tonight, and keep him for as long as i want to.. and he cant use sleep as an excuse to leave, because he could sleep all day tomorrow if he wants to, or needs to... MUAHAHa!.... no... probably not... but, i feel like i need to see him... i was supposed to go get him from work, the other night... and things were looking good.. he even called me on his half to confirm... not cancel!! i'll admit it.. i was shocked, and starting to even get my hopes up!!!...... and then 1:00 rolls around, and he calls to say that he has a little bit of business to take care of... but, that he will most certainly call me after the fact, and we would go to get some pie...(mmm, i like pie...) so... of course.. i was a little angered... but, then i was like, "whatever... fine... Promise?" (i need to start getting it through my thick fucking skull that his promises are a guarantee that he'll break it...) but... he goes, "of course...... i promise...." so... im a little pissed.. and i go, 'fine, bye.." and he goes, "Bye Baby.." ....................... he doesnt call me baby anymore!!!! what the hell is that??!?!?!?!?!
i thought to myself... "maybe it just slipped....maybe he didnt mean to..."
no..... i know him... and that tone of voice was not accidental... not even close... NOT EVEN.... it was SOOOOO FUCKING intentional....
so, 4:30 am comes... and he calls... (which i was a little suprised he acctually called...) and guess what!!!!!
"im really tired... and i dont feel too well.. i think im gonna crash......" says Dan....
blah blah blah....
so, i say, "yeah... i figured as much..."
and i thought to myself... no... fuck this.... so, i said, "ok.. well.. just gimme an hour... thats all i want from you... would that be so hard?"
and then he goes, "seriously, im tired..."
so, i started CRACKING UP laughing.... and i said, "yeah, i bet you are..."
and he goes, "aww.... come on... dont be like that..."
and i was like, "NO... NO NO NO!!! i wish i would have started keeping count a LOOOONG time ago.......... you know... its not even disappointing anymore, Dan.. its just hilarious.... its kinda like our running joke, but its REALLY not funny..."
and then he tells me that he will explain everything, when we hang out... and he wants it to be on one of his days off, or something, when hes got time...
and i was like, "well... explain to me now... whats the big deal?"
apparently hes got alot of shit to tell me.. and alot of explaining to do.... and some important things to say... and he wants us to have time....
blah blah..... so... he tells me that hes got tuesday off... and friday... and BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!
oh, how i love being lied to over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over AGAIN!!!!
and being blown off over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over AGAIN!!!!
hes so sweet to me....
anyway... im thinking about calling Dan... he has tomorrow off... and that means that i can kidnap him tonight, and keep him for as long as i want to.. and he cant use sleep as an excuse to leave, because he could sleep all day tomorrow if he wants to, or needs to... MUAHAHa!.... no... probably not... but, i feel like i need to see him... i was supposed to go get him from work, the other night... and things were looking good.. he even called me on his half to confirm... not cancel!! i'll admit it.. i was shocked, and starting to even get my hopes up!!!...... and then 1:00 rolls around, and he calls to say that he has a little bit of business to take care of... but, that he will most certainly call me after the fact, and we would go to get some pie...(mmm, i like pie...) so... of course.. i was a little angered... but, then i was like, "whatever... fine... Promise?" (i need to start getting it through my thick fucking skull that his promises are a guarantee that he'll break it...) but... he goes, "of course...... i promise...." so... im a little pissed.. and i go, 'fine, bye.." and he goes, "Bye Baby.." ....................... he doesnt call me baby anymore!!!! what the hell is that??!?!?!?!?!
i thought to myself... "maybe it just slipped....maybe he didnt mean to..."
no..... i know him... and that tone of voice was not accidental... not even close... NOT EVEN.... it was SOOOOO FUCKING intentional....
so, 4:30 am comes... and he calls... (which i was a little suprised he acctually called...) and guess what!!!!!
"im really tired... and i dont feel too well.. i think im gonna crash......" says Dan....
blah blah blah....
so, i say, "yeah... i figured as much..."
and i thought to myself... no... fuck this.... so, i said, "ok.. well.. just gimme an hour... thats all i want from you... would that be so hard?"
and then he goes, "seriously, im tired..."
so, i started CRACKING UP laughing.... and i said, "yeah, i bet you are..."
and he goes, "aww.... come on... dont be like that..."
and i was like, "NO... NO NO NO!!! i wish i would have started keeping count a LOOOONG time ago.......... you know... its not even disappointing anymore, Dan.. its just hilarious.... its kinda like our running joke, but its REALLY not funny..."
and then he tells me that he will explain everything, when we hang out... and he wants it to be on one of his days off, or something, when hes got time...
and i was like, "well... explain to me now... whats the big deal?"
apparently hes got alot of shit to tell me.. and alot of explaining to do.... and some important things to say... and he wants us to have time....
blah blah..... so... he tells me that hes got tuesday off... and friday... and BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!
oh, how i love being lied to over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over AGAIN!!!!
and being blown off over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over AGAIN!!!!
hes so sweet to me....