im just a sucker with no self esteem...
heres my entry....
nothing new, really...
just spent a bunch of time with sarah.. it was fun... it really gets my mind off of Dan.. which is MUCH needed....
im babysitting Riley, again... im happy, cuz i REALLY need money... my guess is that my phone will be shut off tonight... or tomorrow night... yep, any minute now... ha!
i walked in the house, and Riley and Gabriele were about to play UNO, and so, i sat down to play.. and as soon as i saw the cards, i almost cried... the last time i played UNO was with Dan... we used to play all the time.. with Craig and Katrina... it was so much fun... wed sit and have some drinks, and smoke some cigarettes, and play UNO for hours... i havent had that much fun in a long long time... i miss him soooo much... he would make jokes, during UNO, cuz sometimes, we'd get a little too into it... (haha) and he'd be like, "UNO is my LIFE!!!" (in a funny voice)...
god, we had fun...
i hope he has little memories pop into his head like that... cuz it happens to me all the damn time... but, then again.. if he did have those little memories, and they were good memories to him, then wouldnt you think that he might call me, every once and a while?
fuck him....
bye!
nothing new, really...
just spent a bunch of time with sarah.. it was fun... it really gets my mind off of Dan.. which is MUCH needed....
im babysitting Riley, again... im happy, cuz i REALLY need money... my guess is that my phone will be shut off tonight... or tomorrow night... yep, any minute now... ha!
i walked in the house, and Riley and Gabriele were about to play UNO, and so, i sat down to play.. and as soon as i saw the cards, i almost cried... the last time i played UNO was with Dan... we used to play all the time.. with Craig and Katrina... it was so much fun... wed sit and have some drinks, and smoke some cigarettes, and play UNO for hours... i havent had that much fun in a long long time... i miss him soooo much... he would make jokes, during UNO, cuz sometimes, we'd get a little too into it... (haha) and he'd be like, "UNO is my LIFE!!!" (in a funny voice)...
god, we had fun...
i hope he has little memories pop into his head like that... cuz it happens to me all the damn time... but, then again.. if he did have those little memories, and they were good memories to him, then wouldnt you think that he might call me, every once and a while?
fuck him....
bye!