So, I left this un updated again... Silly me.
After a year of not writting I've decided to dawn the journal again. This time I want to actually keep up with it so that the few readers that read my journal may know what is running through my chaotic mind these days.
Welp, let play catch up shall we? I'm now working at a Beowulf cluster that does cloud research. They are intersted in fluffy little white ones that not many people are studying (most study the storms). I am one of two system admins that keep the system up, running, backed up, locked down and all that good stuff. I am also a tutor now for a few of the 100 and 200 level courses at the university.
I'm in the early stages of a relationship with an ex-gf (Dani), and taking things at a snails pace. After being hurt a few times, you learn to try to be a bit cautious -- though try and do are two very different things (there is no try). Because of this new rekindled relationship, I'm finally moving on from being stuck in the situation with Skylar... Though, I really hate to hurt as this does. I feel terrible about about being the fisrt to move on, and leaving her being hurt by me yet again. On the bright side, I hope this allows her to move on more easily... I never wanted to hold her back.
I'm hooked on smallville thanks to Ayo, but thats alright, it's not a bad show. And, Ayo is still the typical Ayo. He has a crush on a girl, but he'd never act on it. Besides, he really can't- the girl is a very religous Muslim and he is a very religous Christian. I think she likes him back, but there would be no way of knowing for sure without causing a mess. As it is they hangout together and study, and enjoy eachother company and they seem happy at that. Being the sucker for love stories, I'd love to see something more happen there.
Well, I want to write a diary entry soon that gives more informatino about recent events, but this is just meant to overveiw general state and the major changes over the past few months.
Oh, another change is that I've joined a gamming group that plays a Nodic Campaign of D&D. I play a healer, but my roles have been so low my healing often doesn't go too well. I happened to have killed an NPC in my attempts to bring him back from a really bad spot. Current joke is that I should use my healing on the bad guys that want to kill us.
Welp, let play catch up shall we? I'm now working at a Beowulf cluster that does cloud research. They are intersted in fluffy little white ones that not many people are studying (most study the storms). I am one of two system admins that keep the system up, running, backed up, locked down and all that good stuff. I am also a tutor now for a few of the 100 and 200 level courses at the university.
I'm in the early stages of a relationship with an ex-gf (Dani), and taking things at a snails pace. After being hurt a few times, you learn to try to be a bit cautious -- though try and do are two very different things (there is no try). Because of this new rekindled relationship, I'm finally moving on from being stuck in the situation with Skylar... Though, I really hate to hurt as this does. I feel terrible about about being the fisrt to move on, and leaving her being hurt by me yet again. On the bright side, I hope this allows her to move on more easily... I never wanted to hold her back.
I'm hooked on smallville thanks to Ayo, but thats alright, it's not a bad show. And, Ayo is still the typical Ayo. He has a crush on a girl, but he'd never act on it. Besides, he really can't- the girl is a very religous Muslim and he is a very religous Christian. I think she likes him back, but there would be no way of knowing for sure without causing a mess. As it is they hangout together and study, and enjoy eachother company and they seem happy at that. Being the sucker for love stories, I'd love to see something more happen there.
Well, I want to write a diary entry soon that gives more informatino about recent events, but this is just meant to overveiw general state and the major changes over the past few months.
Oh, another change is that I've joined a gamming group that plays a Nodic Campaign of D&D. I play a healer, but my roles have been so low my healing often doesn't go too well. I happened to have killed an NPC in my attempts to bring him back from a really bad spot. Current joke is that I should use my healing on the bad guys that want to kill us.