Last night
I don't think I've ever had my patience tried so hard.
We grilled at the pool and had an amazing time and
went to natura for some hooka time. I think I was more or less
in haven. Then of course the night totally went downhill for me.
We went the movie and only me and Vanessa got in b/c it was sold out,
and that wasn't TOO bad I guess although I wanted to hang out with all
my friends. So anyway, she goes to these neck breaking seats which I hate
with a passion but I really didn't wanna make a deal out of it.
Instantly my sinus pressure goes off the charts, I blackedout during the previews,
and most of the beginning. When I came too during the action part of King Kong
I remeber this FAT kid sitting next to me. He took up part of my seat and all of his.
I like couldn't even use my arm rest or shit the right portion of my seat. I started to get very depressed
as all I wanted to do was have one night where I didn't blackout. I thought about how'd it be if I was ever lucky
enough to find a g/f how she'd dump me after like 5 dates. I'd be blacking out during dinner, movies, sex, disney world rides, conversations, kissing, whatever. This really depressed me. I was then disrupted in my thought process by the fat kid. He yelled and screamed during the entire movie. I would have usually told someone like this to shut the fuck up
but I was so drained I doubt I could talk. He talked on the phone, and shouted and talked to his boys across he isle and
I really wanted to get up and leave. I am pretty sure that it was the first time I didn't get angry in a long time. The first signs of me returning back to the old me. I just dealt with it. The guy in front of me asked the fat kid nicely to please be quiet and the fat kid blew up in his face. I was like "Figures". Leaving the movie theather was hell, I could not walk on my own, I drug myself on the walls of the hallway. My body felt of jello. I wanted to fall, but I kept going, each step becoming easier, but using my enegry. When we got the the car I was out of breath and very cold. I wanted to cry, but I knew I had to stay up. If I'd laid down when I got home I might had taken on too much sinus pressure. I took just about all my energy to climb the stairs. Many couples passed me on the second floor where I hear some chatter. I walked into my house and colapsed on the chair. My face was planted into a sweater and I couldn't breathe too good. I sat there for a while wondering if I'd get better. I got up and felt a little better. I dragged myself downstairs to see what was going on. I usually can feel better if I'm around energetic people. I met two eletricians outside that were talking about financial planning. They didn't know anyone at the party but they just walked in and said I should go in. At first it looked like a allot of people. But to my surprise it was like 15 ppl. maybe six girls. It looked just like a DNR getogether,cards, beer, and white and spanish kids, maybe one black guy and me. So the girl that lives there was like "Who do you know here?" I replied honestly, "Nobody, I was hoping I could meet a few people" With the same stren tone as before she looked at me and the party grew slient, "Where are you from?" "Upstairs", I said pointing up and over. "So that entitles you to just come in my house?" "Yes, I believe it does", I said hoping that I wasn't about to be in a bad situation. "Oh well in that case, grab a few beers and part with us." Her tone was almost unexpected, cheery and inviting. I stay for a minute and waved good bye to her, and she asked where I was going and said I should stay longer. I told her I was going upstairs to grab a cup of my world famous hunch punch. Still feeling really weak I climbed a flight and refilled my cup. I went back minutes later after telling the roomies of my adventure. I went back and watched them play, never have I ever, it was the longest never have I ever game I'd ever plaed witness too. This was wild crowd too, they'd all done some freaky shit. I was like damn, I need some wild friends, it'd seemed like most of them had had sex with one another of something. They put me in a good mod tho, I was happy I'd went, my sinus' finally got to a pressure I felt comfortable with. I went home laid down and thought about some feelings I had, I worked them out and started to have some crazy ass dreams. And that ladies and gentlemen was my night.
We grilled at the pool and had an amazing time and
went to natura for some hooka time. I think I was more or less
in haven. Then of course the night totally went downhill for me.
We went the movie and only me and Vanessa got in b/c it was sold out,
and that wasn't TOO bad I guess although I wanted to hang out with all
my friends. So anyway, she goes to these neck breaking seats which I hate
with a passion but I really didn't wanna make a deal out of it.
Instantly my sinus pressure goes off the charts, I blackedout during the previews,
and most of the beginning. When I came too during the action part of King Kong
I remeber this FAT kid sitting next to me. He took up part of my seat and all of his.
I like couldn't even use my arm rest or shit the right portion of my seat. I started to get very depressed
as all I wanted to do was have one night where I didn't blackout. I thought about how'd it be if I was ever lucky
enough to find a g/f how she'd dump me after like 5 dates. I'd be blacking out during dinner, movies, sex, disney world rides, conversations, kissing, whatever. This really depressed me. I was then disrupted in my thought process by the fat kid. He yelled and screamed during the entire movie. I would have usually told someone like this to shut the fuck up
but I was so drained I doubt I could talk. He talked on the phone, and shouted and talked to his boys across he isle and
I really wanted to get up and leave. I am pretty sure that it was the first time I didn't get angry in a long time. The first signs of me returning back to the old me. I just dealt with it. The guy in front of me asked the fat kid nicely to please be quiet and the fat kid blew up in his face. I was like "Figures". Leaving the movie theather was hell, I could not walk on my own, I drug myself on the walls of the hallway. My body felt of jello. I wanted to fall, but I kept going, each step becoming easier, but using my enegry. When we got the the car I was out of breath and very cold. I wanted to cry, but I knew I had to stay up. If I'd laid down when I got home I might had taken on too much sinus pressure. I took just about all my energy to climb the stairs. Many couples passed me on the second floor where I hear some chatter. I walked into my house and colapsed on the chair. My face was planted into a sweater and I couldn't breathe too good. I sat there for a while wondering if I'd get better. I got up and felt a little better. I dragged myself downstairs to see what was going on. I usually can feel better if I'm around energetic people. I met two eletricians outside that were talking about financial planning. They didn't know anyone at the party but they just walked in and said I should go in. At first it looked like a allot of people. But to my surprise it was like 15 ppl. maybe six girls. It looked just like a DNR getogether,cards, beer, and white and spanish kids, maybe one black guy and me. So the girl that lives there was like "Who do you know here?" I replied honestly, "Nobody, I was hoping I could meet a few people" With the same stren tone as before she looked at me and the party grew slient, "Where are you from?" "Upstairs", I said pointing up and over. "So that entitles you to just come in my house?" "Yes, I believe it does", I said hoping that I wasn't about to be in a bad situation. "Oh well in that case, grab a few beers and part with us." Her tone was almost unexpected, cheery and inviting. I stay for a minute and waved good bye to her, and she asked where I was going and said I should stay longer. I told her I was going upstairs to grab a cup of my world famous hunch punch. Still feeling really weak I climbed a flight and refilled my cup. I went back minutes later after telling the roomies of my adventure. I went back and watched them play, never have I ever, it was the longest never have I ever game I'd ever plaed witness too. This was wild crowd too, they'd all done some freaky shit. I was like damn, I need some wild friends, it'd seemed like most of them had had sex with one another of something. They put me in a good mod tho, I was happy I'd went, my sinus' finally got to a pressure I felt comfortable with. I went home laid down and thought about some feelings I had, I worked them out and started to have some crazy ass dreams. And that ladies and gentlemen was my night.