Oh Joy
Not sure how many people actually read my journal anymore, so I guess I'll post something just to get it off my mind...but if there is anyone who actually still reads my mindless garbage...hey, Thanks!...
So, yeah the past 7 months have been quite interesting to say the least...I started working for a construction company which is odd for me since I am not nearly as physically adept as other people. Especially when it comes to carpentry and roofing but I learned and I am still doing it...weird...and on the side I program to keep my brain motivated...for college which I am going back in January to complete my degree and start my career... I really do not want to wait to go back...I just want to get in there and not stop until I get what I want...
On another note, in June, when I started working construction...I weighed 252 lbs. now I am down to 200 lbs and continuing to lose weight and gain muscle...I feel weird but in a good way...maybe it's all the paint I get the pleasure of smelling ;p.
I guess I've grown in a lot of ways in the past half year now that I think about it. I have realized the jerk that I can be at times and some of the childish acts that I seemed to let control my life. I'm not sorry for the mistakes I've made yet I wish I had not hurt some people the way I did in the long run. But looking back is living in the past and I'm much happier now than I used to be when I worried all the time about things that I can not control...why worry? lol...everything will work out the way it's supposed to in the long run.
I do have a couple of things that I want to say that ARE actually worth mentioning...On the whole Aaron vs. Niles Mortal combat...I was just as much in the wrong, since I misinterpreted a lot of what was going on at times...okay that's enough about that since it is in the past...and only things worth mentioning about the past is a few jokes that can be derived about it...like, how I let my broken heart come between a good friendship...I'm a freaking retardicon...I feel like I just won the downs syndrome award for self pity...go figure lol...anyways, as far as relationships go I'm dating and it's going very well...I do not have any complaints thus far and probably won't ever have any since I just like to have fun and be me regardless of what anyone thinks!
Well, it's time to end this for now since I got somethings off my mind, chest or whatever and I hope I have something to write about in the future, which I'm sure that I will since if I don't...I'll already be dead! 8p...
Peace, and all that good garbage...and laugh till you piss yourself!
N~
So, yeah the past 7 months have been quite interesting to say the least...I started working for a construction company which is odd for me since I am not nearly as physically adept as other people. Especially when it comes to carpentry and roofing but I learned and I am still doing it...weird...and on the side I program to keep my brain motivated...for college which I am going back in January to complete my degree and start my career... I really do not want to wait to go back...I just want to get in there and not stop until I get what I want...
On another note, in June, when I started working construction...I weighed 252 lbs. now I am down to 200 lbs and continuing to lose weight and gain muscle...I feel weird but in a good way...maybe it's all the paint I get the pleasure of smelling ;p.
I guess I've grown in a lot of ways in the past half year now that I think about it. I have realized the jerk that I can be at times and some of the childish acts that I seemed to let control my life. I'm not sorry for the mistakes I've made yet I wish I had not hurt some people the way I did in the long run. But looking back is living in the past and I'm much happier now than I used to be when I worried all the time about things that I can not control...why worry? lol...everything will work out the way it's supposed to in the long run.
I do have a couple of things that I want to say that ARE actually worth mentioning...On the whole Aaron vs. Niles Mortal combat...I was just as much in the wrong, since I misinterpreted a lot of what was going on at times...okay that's enough about that since it is in the past...and only things worth mentioning about the past is a few jokes that can be derived about it...like, how I let my broken heart come between a good friendship...I'm a freaking retardicon...I feel like I just won the downs syndrome award for self pity...go figure lol...anyways, as far as relationships go I'm dating and it's going very well...I do not have any complaints thus far and probably won't ever have any since I just like to have fun and be me regardless of what anyone thinks!
Well, it's time to end this for now since I got somethings off my mind, chest or whatever and I hope I have something to write about in the future, which I'm sure that I will since if I don't...I'll already be dead! 8p...
Peace, and all that good garbage...and laugh till you piss yourself!
N~