Dear Diary,
Martin told me he teaches people 'real life'. He said, real life sucks 'losers' dry. He says you want mess with the eagles, you have to learn how to fly. I said, so you teach people how to spread their wings and fly? (I'm skipping the part where we had several bottles of wine and he babbled about priests and a mountain). He said, yes. I said, you're beatiful.
So the confusing part is that he seemed to take me seriously and having played out the last hand of cards he said, "Do you want to drink in a carriage?" but now that my mind is clearing up, I'm starting to wonder--did he say, "Do you want to think about marriage?" Should I warn Valerian? I should send out letters to Deacon and Uncle Genty.
The most confusing bit was this box. I'm not sure what to do with it so I put it on top of my dresser. It is very odd.