Mar 25, 2008 11:52
Twenty-one days to the wedding. Less than a month and I still feel so under-prepared! I've been relying on Eva, Don Wei, and my mom to handle most of the preparations while I've been on Oban. I feel so out of the loop. I mean, I've been dreaming of this day since I was a kid, and yet I feel so uninvolved somehow. Extenuating circumstances, I guess. I just want this to be perfect, you know? And I want everything to go well.
Flowers have been decided on. Daffodils. That's what I always wanted. Beautiful yellow flowers that symbolize hope. Still trying to gather together the bridesmaids and groomsmen. Need them to get fitted and all that. Got the photographer, Eva's handling the music, and Don Wei is so well-connected that he can afford to let us have the ceremony in the cathedral at Amiens. I dunno how much money he had to throw around (or at who) to pull that off, but it's going to be absolutely breathtaking.
I wonder what Eva's dress will look like? She mentioned something traditional, with red in it. Chinese traditional, that is. Not exactly what I had imagined as a kid, but then again, I never imagined I'd be getting married to someone as wonderful and as perfect as Eva. I think pale rose would be a good color contrast for the bridesmaids' dresses. Not too pink or an ugly peach color; something soft and delicate.
I was thinking that for bridesmaids, Philomel, Yue, Maraich ... maybe a few others. I thought six would be nice. I think Eva knows more girls that I do, in any case. For groomsmen, I'd like Rick (obviously), Ten, Orlando, Komui Li, Q, and Otto (if they can make it).
God, I hope this doesn't all blow up in my face. We kinda waited until the last minute to do a lot of stuff. Gonna grab some tea and chill out for a bit before I completely fall apart.
wedding,
eva wei,
jordan!plot