puttin on my dancin shoes
I have never judged you- I have maybe expressed my opinion but I have always followed up with “you are going to do what you want but you should always do what makes you happy”.
I know what I am doing isn’t the “right thing”, but it isn’t completely wrong either. It’s giving me a teeny-tiny bit of happiness, and well, right now I am clinging to any bit that I can get; from September to late December I experienced bliss unlike any I have experienced before and everything has and everything is going to fail in comparison to what I had for those 3 months, so I am doing whatever can keep my mind off of that.
“This is sort of a tap dance that I am doing now, and if I dance fast enough maybe I won’t remember what it is that I lost.” -Must Love Dogs
So don’t judge. Don’t give me your looks of disappoint. Don’t tell me what someone else would think about what it is I am doing. Just don’t. Just let me try to forget, let me try to move past. Just let me pretend to smile even if you know I am truly crying.
However, I thank you for caring.
I know what I am doing isn’t the “right thing”, but it isn’t completely wrong either. It’s giving me a teeny-tiny bit of happiness, and well, right now I am clinging to any bit that I can get; from September to late December I experienced bliss unlike any I have experienced before and everything has and everything is going to fail in comparison to what I had for those 3 months, so I am doing whatever can keep my mind off of that.
“This is sort of a tap dance that I am doing now, and if I dance fast enough maybe I won’t remember what it is that I lost.” -Must Love Dogs
So don’t judge. Don’t give me your looks of disappoint. Don’t tell me what someone else would think about what it is I am doing. Just don’t. Just let me try to forget, let me try to move past. Just let me pretend to smile even if you know I am truly crying.
However, I thank you for caring.