Jun 22, 2005 22:49
I haven't worn jeans in like 2 weeks.
It costs me $4 to park at the metro station EVERYDAY. (That does not include the expense of the metro ticket.)...I think I need a bike.
I have a question for GUYS...
When and what influences you to formally ask a girl on a date. Like is there something I should do in order to be considered dateworthy? I am feeling rather retarded right now. And I can't figure out if it's because I am one of the "interns" or because they don't date within the work environment.
And what really makes you WANT a girl?
AND sometimes, when you want a girl do you just completely act uninterested to a degree? Because I have had guys do that, and it makes me so mad when they tell me later how they felt because I wanted to be like, you idiot! Why didn't you ask me out?
In this hectic place, FILLED corner to corner with young attractive available men, not yet have I been asked out. And I find something extremely wrong with this. It seems that everyone here is trying so hard to protect their reputation and to act as chill as possible. It's so annoying. I've never seen more people put up a front in my life. I mean, once you get to know them, they are friendly and fun - but still they have something to prove.
Anyway, I have a HUGE crush on this one guy who I thought was interested, but now I don't think he is. But I want to find out, but don't know how. He is sort of quiet and to himself. He is adorable, but a staffer, and I think he thinks of me as an intern, even though he is only 25 at the MAX - maybe 24. I don't know what to do. I hate being the first to ask because then I never know if a guy is really that into me - and I am a true believer in it always being the guy's move to ask first. I made the first move with Philip...and we all know how that turned out.
I know I have good qualities, but they feel very stifled due to the fact that I can't meet ANYONE. Like, everyone either thinks you already have plans, which I assume with everyone. Or while trying to act nonchalant, they fail to ask you to hang out or get to know you. This place is so annoying. Everyone hangs out with who they work with...because all they do is work. I never want to live in D.C.