May 09, 2007 22:11
This school year is coming to an end, and I have no idea if I am happy about it or not. I have to admit that this year has been one of the craziest in my entire life, even more Junior year of high school. Things have been up and down. In the end I can't really complain. I'm fairly pleased with my grades; my family and I are extremely close; and I'm in love (yes mushy...leave me alone). Yes, craziness consumed my life but I'm happy about it. I don't know. I'm a little all over the place emotionally right now. My roommate left today and she is one of my best friends. I miss her already. She helped me through so many things and I feel unbelievably lucky that she is in my life. I rarely feel this sort of connection with anyone. She protects me and I love her for it. So I guess that has put me in a sort of bad mood because she is gone. Tomorrow I leave for home and I leave Kevin. That really sucks. I hate it. I can't put it any other way. I'm mad about leaving in that sense. I also leave my friends: Kelly, Eric, Tim, Scott, and Aaron. We have hung out so much this year and have gotten really close. I'm going to miss them so much. Why can't all of these people live with me and my family? It would be absolutely perfect. *sigh*
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