Just a few days left
It's so strange to think about how fast the last year went by. I can't believe that I only have two more days of school left. It's crazy. It still hasn't really hit me that I am leaving in a little over a week. I am excited but also apprehensive. Tomorrow I have to take my written CC exam to become certified. I guess I just feel like, there is still so much to learn and this is only the begining. I've learned a lot in the last year but I still feel like I don't know enough. I'm excited to get into the real world and start learning those things, but at the same time I wonder if I have learned enough to get by. I'm sure I have, I just lack self confidence. That's really my biggest problem. Most of the time when I ask my instructors or other classmates what I should do, I already know the answer, I just don't trust my own judgement and want to be told that I am right. That's a problem. It makes me look like I don't know what I am doing. Somehow I need to get past this and just go with it. Trust my instincts. I am hoping that being in a real kitchen will break me of this. I wont be able to ask everyone around me what to do. I will just have to do it and hope it comes out right. Within reason of course.
*sigh* two more days. Crazy.
*sigh* two more days. Crazy.