I need to not read
spnpermanon . Particularly the Big Bang post.
My dearest hope is that I'll have forgotten that community exists by the time I post my Big Bang (hey, it's a month from now, it could happen), because otherwise I know I'm going to go scrolling through the posts on my story and it will probably depress me to the point that I never want to write again.
If I had the fortitude to just avoid it, this wouldn't be a problem. Sadly, fortitude has never been my strong point.