my life unfolds before me like an unpaved road
so i have been thinking alot about life and it's meaning lately. i have almost everything i have ever wanted in life. family, love, home, health. and yet i have a small spot that wishes for a bit more. my art is suffering due to lack of time.. and i know a lot of people will say.. "so make time" yeah i would like to see you make time while being domestic and working full time and taking care of a toddler while 4 months pregnant... not an easy task i can tell you. but i have been toiling away on a few projects lately.. mostly canvas and a sculpture.. i need more funds for my next project though.. i need paint and suplies.
and we have a fun time ahead of us.. a bagpipe festival on saturday with my mom and my inlaws and then next weekend is the ren faire (YAY!) we plan on buying a few "toys" for the bedroom ;}
as this pregnancy goes on i ponder so many things.. boy or girl.. his traits or mine.. which family will it resemble. you know all the "expectant mom " things. i have a Dr.'s appointment tomorrow and will hopefuly find out what we are having. we regestared on sunday at Babies R Us and Target for all green things and of course all the baby halloween things we could find! Target has the GREATEST baby stuff for my kind of kid. black cats and pumkins and little devils hehehe. Damien has even gotten into the halloween spirit. Pumkins are his thing this year, the boy loves them! he got a pumkin light last night at Wal-Mart and a small pumkin at the store the other night.. i'm thinking a pumkin theamed birthday party for next year. i'm not going to up to a big party next year.. his birthday is like 20 days after this baby will be born. yeah i'm thinking small is good. well i guess i should go lie down.. i stayed home sick today.. puking my guts out all night and this morning.. yuck! i fel icky.. damn rugrats giving me the stomach bug :{ and then my boss bitches me out... why do you call in just before you are supposed to be here. umm maybe because i was on my way in when i started puking again.. ever thought of that. ugh .. yes i need a rest.. maybe watch PBS with the munchkin. he hates staying home for no good reason. but loves all the A.M. PBS stuff... "educational" television *shrugs*
and we have a fun time ahead of us.. a bagpipe festival on saturday with my mom and my inlaws and then next weekend is the ren faire (YAY!) we plan on buying a few "toys" for the bedroom ;}
as this pregnancy goes on i ponder so many things.. boy or girl.. his traits or mine.. which family will it resemble. you know all the "expectant mom " things. i have a Dr.'s appointment tomorrow and will hopefuly find out what we are having. we regestared on sunday at Babies R Us and Target for all green things and of course all the baby halloween things we could find! Target has the GREATEST baby stuff for my kind of kid. black cats and pumkins and little devils hehehe. Damien has even gotten into the halloween spirit. Pumkins are his thing this year, the boy loves them! he got a pumkin light last night at Wal-Mart and a small pumkin at the store the other night.. i'm thinking a pumkin theamed birthday party for next year. i'm not going to up to a big party next year.. his birthday is like 20 days after this baby will be born. yeah i'm thinking small is good. well i guess i should go lie down.. i stayed home sick today.. puking my guts out all night and this morning.. yuck! i fel icky.. damn rugrats giving me the stomach bug :{ and then my boss bitches me out... why do you call in just before you are supposed to be here. umm maybe because i was on my way in when i started puking again.. ever thought of that. ugh .. yes i need a rest.. maybe watch PBS with the munchkin. he hates staying home for no good reason. but loves all the A.M. PBS stuff... "educational" television *shrugs*