i will NEVER forget this day, i will never forget this FEELING i have right now..
i cannot believe it. my body is numb. i don't know what to think, i don't know what to feel. i can't put the string of emotions i am feeling into words. but this is one of the best nights of my life, and i will never forget it.
I GOT INTO CORNELL UNIVERSITY!!!!!!! i believe this is the biggest thing to EVER happen to me in my ENTIRE life. no, i KNOW it is. i mean, WOW. i am an ivy league student. i am going to college. i am going to my FIRST CHOICE college. i'm in, i'm set. i'm SO READY.
it's like, everything i've ever worked for all came together and it's perfect. THEY WANT ME, they really want me. all the late nights working, all the weekends spent doing work instead of having fun, all the worrying, all the tears - it was ALL worth it. I GOT IN.
i want to write down what i feel and think at this very moment in time, because my life just changed forever. i know where i am going to spend the next four years of my life. the four years where i will figure out what i want to do for the REST of my life. the four years where i will meet some of the best friends i will ever have. the four years i could meet my future husband. my COLLEGE YEARS. and it's all waiting for me. I CAN'T WAIT.
and as if this wasn't perfect enough, charlotte got in, too!!! i'm so incredibly happy. i knew she got in before i knew i got in, and i was just as happy for her then. but now, it's UNREAL. we are going to college together. we're going to CORNELL together. we're going to be roommates if we're allowed to request. this is unbelievable. i'm so super-duper happy i can't even describe how i feel.
i'm on cloud nine and i hope nothing brings me down for awhile. the website wouldn't load for almost 2 hours and that was the longest, most nervewracking 2 hours of my life. and when it finally loaded, after stalling 28118 times, all these pictures popped up one by one. i thought, this has to be the most inhumane torture if they're showing gorgeous pictures of the school and then are going to reject me. but no, a huge congratulations popped up and a letter saying my package will follow!!!!!! my heart is still beating irregularly. i'm still in shock.
i love my friends SOOOOO much. they made me feel absolutely incredible today. everyone was so supportive just wishing me luck and stuff, but then, once they found out i was in, the phone calls just did not stop. i must have had like 30 ims every time i put my away message on. it was absolutely insane and wonderful, and they made me feel so amazing. even some people i hardly know or talk to were incredible.
i feel loved, and happy, and accomplished, and AMAZING.
I GOT INTO CORNELL UNIVERSITY!!!!!!! i believe this is the biggest thing to EVER happen to me in my ENTIRE life. no, i KNOW it is. i mean, WOW. i am an ivy league student. i am going to college. i am going to my FIRST CHOICE college. i'm in, i'm set. i'm SO READY.
it's like, everything i've ever worked for all came together and it's perfect. THEY WANT ME, they really want me. all the late nights working, all the weekends spent doing work instead of having fun, all the worrying, all the tears - it was ALL worth it. I GOT IN.
i want to write down what i feel and think at this very moment in time, because my life just changed forever. i know where i am going to spend the next four years of my life. the four years where i will figure out what i want to do for the REST of my life. the four years where i will meet some of the best friends i will ever have. the four years i could meet my future husband. my COLLEGE YEARS. and it's all waiting for me. I CAN'T WAIT.
and as if this wasn't perfect enough, charlotte got in, too!!! i'm so incredibly happy. i knew she got in before i knew i got in, and i was just as happy for her then. but now, it's UNREAL. we are going to college together. we're going to CORNELL together. we're going to be roommates if we're allowed to request. this is unbelievable. i'm so super-duper happy i can't even describe how i feel.
i'm on cloud nine and i hope nothing brings me down for awhile. the website wouldn't load for almost 2 hours and that was the longest, most nervewracking 2 hours of my life. and when it finally loaded, after stalling 28118 times, all these pictures popped up one by one. i thought, this has to be the most inhumane torture if they're showing gorgeous pictures of the school and then are going to reject me. but no, a huge congratulations popped up and a letter saying my package will follow!!!!!! my heart is still beating irregularly. i'm still in shock.
i love my friends SOOOOO much. they made me feel absolutely incredible today. everyone was so supportive just wishing me luck and stuff, but then, once they found out i was in, the phone calls just did not stop. i must have had like 30 ims every time i put my away message on. it was absolutely insane and wonderful, and they made me feel so amazing. even some people i hardly know or talk to were incredible.
i feel loved, and happy, and accomplished, and AMAZING.