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My most difficult situation today was: not getting my way when ryne didnt want to go to the meeting
The thoughts i had about the situation were: he was being close minded and selfish.
At that point, i told myself this was happening b/c: i'm starting to realize & accept the things i am POWERLESS over.
This led me to feel: hurt, relieved, forgiving
Which gave me the urge to: get all pissed off and say fuck u then
The very next thing i did was: tell him it was O.K. and ask wut he wanted to do
If i could change todays self talk, my new self talk would be: i am powerless of other ppl, i can only change the way i react to their words and actions.
Other bits of negative self talk i told myself today were: n/a
My craving level today was a: 2
When we retire at night, we constructively review our day. Were we resentful, selfish, dishonest, or afraid?: i was pretty resentful when ryne said he didnt want to go to the meeting w/ me.
Do we owe an apology?: yah, i didnt help my mom when she asked me too
Have we kept someting to ourselves which should be discussed w/ someone at once? No
Were we kind and loving toward all? yes. What could we have done better?: i could have prayed more. Were we thinking of ourselve most of the time? No. Or were we thinking of others, of what we could pack into the stream of life? Yes. But we must be careful not to drift in worry, remorse, or morbid reflection, for that would diminish our usefulness to others. After making our review we ask for God's forgiveness and inquire what corrective measures should be taken.
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, the courage to change the things i can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
The thoughts i had about the situation were: he was being close minded and selfish.
At that point, i told myself this was happening b/c: i'm starting to realize & accept the things i am POWERLESS over.
This led me to feel: hurt, relieved, forgiving
Which gave me the urge to: get all pissed off and say fuck u then
The very next thing i did was: tell him it was O.K. and ask wut he wanted to do
If i could change todays self talk, my new self talk would be: i am powerless of other ppl, i can only change the way i react to their words and actions.
Other bits of negative self talk i told myself today were: n/a
My craving level today was a: 2
When we retire at night, we constructively review our day. Were we resentful, selfish, dishonest, or afraid?: i was pretty resentful when ryne said he didnt want to go to the meeting w/ me.
Do we owe an apology?: yah, i didnt help my mom when she asked me too
Have we kept someting to ourselves which should be discussed w/ someone at once? No
Were we kind and loving toward all? yes. What could we have done better?: i could have prayed more. Were we thinking of ourselve most of the time? No. Or were we thinking of others, of what we could pack into the stream of life? Yes. But we must be careful not to drift in worry, remorse, or morbid reflection, for that would diminish our usefulness to others. After making our review we ask for God's forgiveness and inquire what corrective measures should be taken.
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, the courage to change the things i can, and the wisdom to know the difference.