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Dec 03, 2003 17:21

I've been good with school lately. Studying and getting everything done. I've also applied to a few colleges. I should get into the Cal state's I applied to, but I don't know where I want to go. I like the idea of San Francisco but I've only been there once when I was young, and I don't remember it now.

I got a job. I had tried quite a bit during the summer but never got one. The cinema my friend works at had open interviews, so I got hired. I haven't started yet though.

If I don't decide otherwise, I'll be going to Australia next summer for a few weeks. A teacher at my school takes students there, so we would go all around for a good price. I'm not sure now though because one friend isn't going anymore, so it would be me and two other friends that are a couple. She is ok, but he likes his time with her, so I wouldn't want to infringe on their time together, but I don't want to be by myself the whole time. And there is another girl going who I hate. I think I could do a bit by myself, but it is so much more fun to be doing things with friends. So I have to decide soon if I should keep my deposit in or rip up the check I gave the teacher.

Once again, I have post Placebo depression. I saw them on Monday and last Wednesday. Great of course. The one on Monday was a sorta acoustic thing because their gear never showed up. So it was really special, they played songs they don't usually and one's they haven't before. What sucked was I was an idiot and didn't think to drink water before, and all I drank was some coffee that morning so I got dehydrated, my vision was going out, I just generally hurt and couldn't put up with all the pushing. I made it though, my friend thought I was going to faint. I'm really upset that I couldn't have enjoyed that show as I should have, all because I hadn't had water before. Also, it will probably be a long time from now, if ever, that I see them again. And to be a total teenage girl, before the show Steve walked by and I waved at him and he smiled and said, "Hiya!" I didn't want to approach him because he was with someone. Brian also walked by, and it was evident he was not happy, he told us about their stuff not being there and the show might not be on. Steve made me really happy though, my friend thought I had met him at the show last week (she didn't know he was in the band) because he was really friendly. Small things really make big differences to me.

This entry bothers me, well most of mine do. My sentences sound so simple and they seem grammatically wrong, which I'm sure many of them are. This is an informal type of writing, but I would like to improve on the way I write. If anyone reading this has any corrections or suggestions, I would appreciate it.

I had to tell off some guys in my ceramics class a few days ago. They were talking about my friend who is gay in a very negative way, and saying how nasty gay people are. I confronted them and they didn't have anything to say except make noises and probably call me a dyke for standing up for gay people.
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