*serious problems*
so i'm out of my apartment in like 8 days... and in these really difficult last few months i've realised alot of thing about myself and i really hate them. I've got some seriou problems. i have incredible anxiety and it spawns from attatchment ..... serious attachment. like scary attachment. and i'm deppressed about my weight, really depressed. and i know people are going to yell at me and tell me that i should do something about it, but sometimes you can't. and i don't know what to do. i really want to talk to a doctor about it but i don't know how to do it, and i just want to get it taken care of because it feels so bad and i hate myself the way i am and feel now. and i don't want to talk to my mom and dad about it because i'm scared and almost uncomfortable, which isn't the way your supposed to be with your parents. i just feel all fucked up and like a fuck up all the time.... and i don't know what to do. i'm getting worse and worse. help.