loss of sense of self.

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i haven't been myself lately; but then again, i am unsure of who i am right now anyway...

i have become jaded and numb to so many things lately that i feel like a shell just functioning on instinct and routine; the things i still do feel any passion for i think i try too hard to hang on to and end up chasing them away.

maybe i expect too much

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[atomicwhisper]

oh, natalie. ♥

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the very best part is that i had a meltdown today at work; that always makes me feel professional and "in control," let me tell you...

i fucking give up; seriously.
well, not really altogether (no suicide threats or anything) but just numb and apathetic toward life in general.

[xbangbangx]

natalie, please dont forget you can still call me. you're not alone. i will always be here for you.

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god i miss being right down the street from you...

i hate not having any cell phone battery life.

[atomicwhisper]

:( noooo, don't give up! i believe in you. seriously.