Nov 06, 2006 13:01
i haven't been myself lately; but then again, i am unsure of who i am right now anyway...
i have become jaded and numb to so many things lately that i feel like a shell just functioning on instinct and routine; the things i still do feel any passion for i think i try too hard to hang on to and end up chasing them away.
maybe i expect too much and i am too demanding?
i feel empty, cold and alone.