Depression grips again
I have been feeling really depressed recently. I slept nearly all weekend. Even though all I wanted to do was stay in bed on Monday I managed to make it into work and school. Tues and today I missed work. I didn't go to class yesterday but went today.
I have been spending time with friends whenever I get the chance. It seems to help. Today I spent most of the day crying. I wanted to die. It just seemed like it would be easier somehow. I went to see my therapist today. She is going to help me with some things that are overwhelming me. She is also going to write a letter for my boss to explain what is going on with me.
Money, or the lack there of is really stressing me.
Trying to stay sober when most people are treating me like shit is really stressing me.
Trying to find some normalcy in my life is hard right now.
The desire to have a close relationship with someone, and failing over and over again is hurtful.
I miss having close friends. I find it hard to confide in a lot of people these days.
Feeling lonely, worthless, and hopeless right now.
I have been spending time with friends whenever I get the chance. It seems to help. Today I spent most of the day crying. I wanted to die. It just seemed like it would be easier somehow. I went to see my therapist today. She is going to help me with some things that are overwhelming me. She is also going to write a letter for my boss to explain what is going on with me.
Money, or the lack there of is really stressing me.
Trying to stay sober when most people are treating me like shit is really stressing me.
Trying to find some normalcy in my life is hard right now.
The desire to have a close relationship with someone, and failing over and over again is hurtful.
I miss having close friends. I find it hard to confide in a lot of people these days.
Feeling lonely, worthless, and hopeless right now.