Being on hold is soooo not fun
Thought id use my time to update about how incredibly weird friday night was.
I went out for the first time without my friends. I knew i had to do it at some point but had been putting it off.
What im talking about is going to the pub with Luke and of course his friends. I like my friends, thats why i go out with them, i know them they like me (i hope!) and we have a laugh. His on the other hand, are made up of skanks and chav boys. As you can imagine i really wasnt looking forward to it. It was made doubly worse by the added bonus of not just paul being there but... Gary.
Those of you who know me well enough will know i was panicking about seeing Gary. (paul doesnt bother me in the least, he just makes me sick) but gary, well things didnt end so well and i havnt spoken to him for ooh 6 years?
Anyhow, theres all the pleasantries and a compliment from paul, (yes i was surprised too) and then shock horror Glyn starts being nice to me! He comes up and chats like were old friends or something and telling me about his disatrous attempts at getting a girlfriend. Im basically putting him down etc and he starts trying to make luke look more desperate than him, to which i reply he cant be that desperate coz youre the only single one around here.
So later on im sitting next to Gary and im feeling akward. Eventually we start talking and oh my god, we're being friendly! He told me he never cheated on me, that it was paul making up stories to get me to leave him, he said we could have had a future if it wasnt for paul. (all the while paul is sitting just a few places away from him)
Obv im surprised.
He was so nice. It feels weird to say that but he was, he was genuine and said it was such a shame we hadnt spoken in so long and hed really like it if we could be friends again.
So we exchanged numbers and i was shocked that he sent me a text that night telling me how he'd always be here for me no matter what. ! We've sent a couple of emails back and forth and although it was strange at first, i think we may be able to salvage a friendship out of this.
Other stuff went on that night too, like Glyn touching up my thigh (!) leanne telling me i shouldnt be jelous of her (!) and amazingly me and luke didnt argue!
Ive recently recieved a message from someone else who i thought would never be in contact with me again but i guess everyones coming out of the woodwork now! I just hope no one i hate pops up, i could really do without seeing a few ppl im thinking of right now!
Anyway just a brief update ill check in another time xxx
I went out for the first time without my friends. I knew i had to do it at some point but had been putting it off.
What im talking about is going to the pub with Luke and of course his friends. I like my friends, thats why i go out with them, i know them they like me (i hope!) and we have a laugh. His on the other hand, are made up of skanks and chav boys. As you can imagine i really wasnt looking forward to it. It was made doubly worse by the added bonus of not just paul being there but... Gary.
Those of you who know me well enough will know i was panicking about seeing Gary. (paul doesnt bother me in the least, he just makes me sick) but gary, well things didnt end so well and i havnt spoken to him for ooh 6 years?
Anyhow, theres all the pleasantries and a compliment from paul, (yes i was surprised too) and then shock horror Glyn starts being nice to me! He comes up and chats like were old friends or something and telling me about his disatrous attempts at getting a girlfriend. Im basically putting him down etc and he starts trying to make luke look more desperate than him, to which i reply he cant be that desperate coz youre the only single one around here.
So later on im sitting next to Gary and im feeling akward. Eventually we start talking and oh my god, we're being friendly! He told me he never cheated on me, that it was paul making up stories to get me to leave him, he said we could have had a future if it wasnt for paul. (all the while paul is sitting just a few places away from him)
Obv im surprised.
He was so nice. It feels weird to say that but he was, he was genuine and said it was such a shame we hadnt spoken in so long and hed really like it if we could be friends again.
So we exchanged numbers and i was shocked that he sent me a text that night telling me how he'd always be here for me no matter what. ! We've sent a couple of emails back and forth and although it was strange at first, i think we may be able to salvage a friendship out of this.
Other stuff went on that night too, like Glyn touching up my thigh (!) leanne telling me i shouldnt be jelous of her (!) and amazingly me and luke didnt argue!
Ive recently recieved a message from someone else who i thought would never be in contact with me again but i guess everyones coming out of the woodwork now! I just hope no one i hate pops up, i could really do without seeing a few ppl im thinking of right now!
Anyway just a brief update ill check in another time xxx